Grad school has been on my mind a lot lately. Problem is I don't know what I want to be when I grow up, and yet I think I'm too old to use that excuse any more! The Lord has blessed me tremendously right now. He has given me good friends, a nice home, and a good job that I enjoy. But I don't know where I want to be 5 years from now. There are guys in my life that I believe are Godly men and I think I would make sacrifices to be near them because I think God would bless that; but I don't really know what God has in store. I'm interested in so many things. I think it would be cool to get a degree in Physics, Quantum Chemistry, Microbiology, or even Law. How sweet would it be to be a Judge? The one thing I'm sure of is that I don't want to go to the University of Arizona for my graduate work. But then again I don't want to leave Tucson right now. I'm not sure if I am resisting the Spirit in this by clinging too strongly to his blessing or just recognizing how great his blessing truly is. The proposition of moving out of state, which I would have to do to go to any of the schools that interest me, is really scary.
I know that God is good and He will reveal His plans at the right times; but I want to diligently seek them too.


